What you are is the most subtle delicacy of being.
Integrate the unseen of what you first are in the midst of all things seen.
The cure to your self is that you are not yours.
You need to bring your awakening into city life. Bring it into fast-paced complexity where it thrives.
Everyone starts out with a little self, and it costs everything to move past that little self. It costs the life of the little self to be the life within that's deeper than that little self.
Love is not an experience. Love is what you are.