He missed his imagined future.
I think forever is an incorrect concept.
I would argue that stupidity is born out of bad reading, bad teaching and bad thinking!
We just sat there quiet for a long time, which was fine, and I was thinking about way back in the very beginning in the Literal Heart of Jesus.
Sometimes the way you think about someone isn't the way they actually are.
If only we could see the endless string of consequences that result from our smallest actions. But we can't know better until knowing better is useless.