Most people don't have someone to believe in them.
What a blessing to live to be missed.
When a person is carrying their sin, it can be quite a load...I don't know what else to do with your sin but confess and ask God to forgive it.
The only way I see an out is for you to take full responsibility.
We do a stewardship series every Sunday...at offering time.
You don't ever have to teach a kid to do wrong. You have to teach them to do right.