Some say you forgive and forget. Not true. You can't forget but you walk forward in forgiveness.
Until you start thinking right, you will never start behaving right. Repentance always deals with the changing of the mind.
What blame did Jesus have when He took the full blame for your sin?
You can't touch the world by giving up a Starbucks...We've dumbed it down.
You're never more like Jesus than when you're giving.
The only way I see an out is for you to take full responsibility.