Human speculation is no match for divine revelation.
There will be people the old flesh will rise up and wonder why God blessed them. But no one will ever be envious on God's blessings on their children.
I want to live in light of eternity. I want to do now what I'll be glad I did then.
The only way I see an out is for you to take full responsibility.
The godly are not exempt from trouble but are preserved in it.
When people get drunk they do things they shouldn't do.