He was sick with lust and mesmerized with regret
In the long run, failure was the only thing that worked predictably. All else was accidental.
Only Hungry Joe had something better to do each time he finished his missions. He had screaming nightmares and won fist fights with Huple's cat.
He had decided to live forever or die in the attempt.
Rise above principal and do what's right.
You wouldn’t be normal if you were never afraid. Even the bravest men experience fear. One of the biggest jobs we all face in combat is to overcome fear.