I want to do everything. That's my problem.
So much of performing is a mind game.
When you play a violin piece, you are a storyteller, and you're telling a story.
When you play for ticket-holders, you are already validated. I have no sense that I need to be accepted. I'm already accepted.
I write arrangements. Im sort of a wannabe composer.
Actors want to do Shakespeare again and again, or want to do Hamlet. When you hear one guy do Hamlet and another guy do it, it's going to be a whole different experience.