Trust means we always have questions that we don't have the answers to.
Do yourself a favor and forgive anyone that has anything against you. Do it as an act of faith and trust God to change and heal your emotions. Pray for your enemies and never say another unkind thing about them. It is the only way you can move past the pain and begin to heal.
Loving people is the highest level of spiritual warfare that we could ever do
Have God make a message out of your mess.
My teachings are my life.
Don't give up on the people you love. Your patient love and faithfulness may be exactly what they need to make a complete turnaround.