You are either losing your mind -- or gaining your soul.
Art opens the closets, airs out the cellars and attics. It brings healing.
Stop telling yourself that dreams don't matter, that they are only dreams and that you should be more sensible.
What payoff are you getting for remaining stuck at this point in your expansion?
We must learn to let the flow manifest itself where it will.....not where we will it.
Love is not love if it is compelled by reason and driven by logic - love exists in spite of those things, not because of them. It is a emotion which needs no fuel to fire it or oxygen to feed it; if you have to look for the why, then stop looking; it was never there at all.