Creativity requires faith. Faith requires that we relinquish control.
We talk about self-expression but need to pause and remember that self-expression requires a self to express.
Mystery is at the heart of creativity. That, and surprise.
The doing of something productive regardless of the outcome is an act of faith. The doing of a small something when a large something is too much for us is perhaps especially an act of faith. Faith means going forward by whatever means we can.
What payoff are you getting for remaining stuck at this point in your expansion?
Artists are visionaries. We routinely practice a form of faith, seeing clearly and moving toward a creative goal that shimmers in the distance - often visible to us, but invisible to those around us.