It was all about hate. There should be laws. We're there laws? Can you legislate against hatred?

My parents will be sad for a while, and they may even blame themselves, the way they do now. Eventually they'll come to peace with my decision. I hope they'll realize I'm finally at peace.

I don't sleep. All night long I'm wide awake, thinking, Secrets, secrets, secrets. There are secrets in my past no one needs to know. Secrets in my present that might kill Kim and Chip. I don't want to take my secrets with me when I go. When I pass through the light, i want to be free of everything and everyone.

I don't have alot of people to talk to. Not alot of people are worth my time.

I just want the pain to end.

With determination and purpose, I head into the light.

I have no intent. I have no reason to live, that's all. When I'm gone, I don't want to be remembered.