I have no intent. I have no reason to live, that's all. When I'm gone, I don't want to be remembered.

The truth remains. I was, and am, disgusted with myself.

And it’s more. It’s about getting past that question of whats wrong with me, to knowing there’s nothing wrong, that you were born this way. You're a normal person and a beautiful person and you should be proud of who you are. You deserve to live and live with dignity and show people your pride.

My room is cleared. My head is cleared. Earlier, around dawn, I took out the last load of trash. I look around and see what's left. Nothing. There is no more Daelyn Rice. As I was. As I am. Or will become. I'm a blank slate

I know it's hard on her. If I don't tell her she'll kill me." He pauses. "That was supposed to be funny.

What did she see in me? What does she see that I don't?

I'd decided to write him and tell him to leave me alone. Please, in a nice way, go away, I really can't deal with you.