The truth remains. I was, and am, disgusted with myself.

My room is cleared. My head is cleared. Earlier, around dawn, I took out the last load of trash. I look around and see what's left. Nothing. There is no more Daelyn Rice. As I was. As I am. Or will become. I'm a blank slate

I have no intent. I have no reason to live, that's all. When I'm gone, I don't want to be remembered.

Year after year. "Please don't make me go [to school]" "You have to go," Kim would say. "It's a new school, make a new start." "Sticks and stones." from Chip. Words will only kill you.

Trust. That was what this was all about. If you can't trust the one you love, you don't have anything.

I wish I could tell my parents, " If you want to help me, help me die.

Yeah, I hear the truth. But this is my truth.