I had tried to get focused on other things. But I always ended up back in the same place, and it wasn't making me happy. I needed to get the focus back.

I'll never forget that show season. It was completely mad. I was staying between Christy and Naomi's rooms and it was all limos and the Ritz Hotel and all that kind of business.

I want to live my life in a way that when I get really old, I look back at my life and say: aaah I lived it, not survived it.

What people say isn't going to stop me. I have to do things for myself.

I guess I'm adaptable. You know, I turn up at work and [photographers] can kind of do what they want with me, really.

People don't hear me talk. They don't expect me to.

I was definitely living fast. I was working, traveling a lot, playing. I didn't stop. It all became unbalanced.