I was in a very dark place for a long time. It's just so hard to have normalcy.
I'm proud of everything I achieved with 'Idol,' and away from 'Idol' also. It's just such a different show now to what it was when I was on it. I didn't even know it was a TV show until the third audition.
Even though I hate acting, I love doing videos for my songs.
I love a sexy video. I don't even mind raciness. I don't mind that at all.
I may not be Einstein but I know dumb plus dumb equals you.
Really, what I try to instill in my fans is to be healthy and happy. I have no desire to be super-skinny.