In some deep place in her heart, Caroline had kept alive the silly romantic notion that somehow David Henry had once known her as no one else ever could. But it was not true. He had never even glimpsed her.
Kim EdwardsThis was her life. Not the life she had once dreamed of, not a life her younger self would ever have imagined or desired, but the life she was living, with all its complexities. This was her life, built with care and attention, and it was good.
Kim EdwardsHe had handed his daughter to Caroline Gill and that act had led him here, years later, to this girl in motion of her own, this girl who had decided yes, a brief moment of release in the back of a car, in the room of a silent house, this girl who had stood up later, adjusting her clothes, with now knowledge of how that moment was already shaping her life.
Kim Edwards...and the distance between them, millimeters only, the space of a breath, opened up and deepened, became a cavern at whose edge he stood.
Kim EdwardsBut she had felt since childhod that her life would n ot be ordinary. A moment would come- she would know it when she saw it- and everything would change.
Kim EdwardsNorah looked at her sonโs tiny face, surprised, as always, by his name. he had not grown into it yet, he still wore it like a wrist band, something that might easily slip off and disappear. She had read about people โ where? she could not remember this either โ who refused to name their children for several weeks, feeling them to be not yet of the earth, suspended still between two worlds.
Kim EdwardsEach letter has a shape, she told them, one shape in the world and no other, and it is your responsibility to make it perfect.
Kim EdwardsThe thing is, I used to like that: feeling special because I knew something no one else did. It's a kind of power, isn't it, knowing a secret? But lately I don't like it so much, knowing this. It's not really mine to know, is it?
Kim EdwardsMy first job was in a nursing home - a terrible place in retrospect. It was in an old house, and the residents were so lonely. People rarely visited them. I only stayed there a couple of months, but it made a strong impression on me.
Kim EdwardsA fear Paul had transformed all these years, like a gifted alchemist, into anger and rebellion.
Kim EdwardsHe carried Paul inside and up the stairs. He gave him a drink of water and the orange chewable aspirin he like and sat with him on the bed, holding his hand...This was what he yearned to capture on film: these rare moments where the world seemed unified, coherent, everything contained in a single fleeting image. A spareness that held beauty and hope and motion - a kind of silvery poetry, just as the body was poetry in blood and flesh and bone.
Kim EdwardsThough Lexington is not a small town, it sometimes feels like one, with circles of acquaintance overlapping once, then again; the person you meet by chance at the library or the pool may turn out to be the best friend of your down-the-street neighbor. Maybe thats why people are so friendly here, so willing to be unhurried.
Kim EdwardsIts impossible to control the reception of your work - the only thing you can control is the experience of writing itself, and the work you create.
Kim EdwardsHer voice, high and clear, moved through the leaves, through the sunlight. It splashed onto the gravel, the grass. He imagined the notes falling into the air like stones into water, rippling the invisible surface of the world. Waves of sound, waves of light: his father had tried to pin everything down, but the world was fluid and could not be contained.
Kim Edwards...so young, so lonely and naive, that she imagined herself as some sort of vessel to be filled up with love. But it wasn't like that. The love was within her all the time and its only renewal came from giving it away.
Kim EdwardsYour understanding of a place changes the longer you stay; you discover more, and your own life gets woven into the fabric of the community.
Kim EdwardsThe Lake of Dreams grew gradually, over many years, elements and ideas accruing until they gained enough critical mass to become a novel.
Kim EdwardsHe could hardly imagine anymore what his life would be without the weight of his hidden knowledge. He'd come to think of it as a kind of penance. It was self-destructive, he could see that, but that was the way things were. People smoked, they jumped out of airplanes, they drank too much and got into their cars and drove without seat belts.
Kim EdwardsYou can't stop time. You can't capture light. You can only turn your face up and let it rain down.
Kim EdwardsNorah watched him, serious and utterly absorbed in his task, overcome by the simple fact of his existence.
Kim EdwardsShe had died at age twelve, and by now she was nothing but the memory of love-- nothing, now, but bones.
Kim EdwardsThen she had been a fiancee, a young wife, and a mother, and she had discovered that these words were far too small ever to contain the experience.
Kim EdwardsShe didn't love him and he didn't love her; she was like an addiction, and what they were doing had a darkness to it, a weight.
Kim EdwardsWriting is always a process of discoveryโI never know the end, or even the events on the next page, until they happen. Thereโs a constant interplay between the imagining and shaping of the story.
Kim EdwardsAway from the bright motion of the party, she carried her sadness like a dark stone clenched in her palm.
Kim EdwardsIt wasn't right. He knew that, but it was like falling: once you started you couldn't stop until something stopped you.
Kim EdwardsA moment was not a single moment at all, but rather an infinite number of different moments, depending on who was seeing things and how.
Kim EdwardsSo something had begun, and now she could not stop it. Twin threads ran through her: fear and excitement. She could leave this place today. She could start a new life somewhere else.
Kim EdwardsThis is what he knew that Paul didn't: the world was precarious and sometimes cruel. He'd had to fight hard to achieve what Paul simply took for granted.
Kim EdwardsAll that sunny afternoon, traveling north and east, Caroline believed absolutely in the future. And why not? For if the worst had already happened to them in the eyes of the world, then surely, surely, it was the worst that they left behind them now.
Kim Edwards