I got to show off in front of my husband, who married me as I was stepping out of the business, so he had no idea that I could strut my stuff on the stage.

You're full of insecurities in your 20s - most of the time your heart's being broken, you're having a difficult time finding out who the hell you are, and I was trying to do that in the full glare of the public.

My tears of love are a waste of time if I turn away

Sex does not exist for me at all. I haven't had a boyfriend for a long time. There were only three or four in my life up until now anyway.

Performing, I can take it or leave it. Horticulture is far more challenging. I'm absolutely fascinated by it.

I want to conquer the world and it seems like my own family is putting a stop to that.

I don't take myself seriously any more. Sometimes I just garden in my knickers and platform shoes.