I got to show off in front of my husband, who married me as I was stepping out of the business, so he had no idea that I could strut my stuff on the stage.

My parents have a wonderful marriage, for many years. But I can't commit myself for such a long time.

I do know what my family has done for me, but they do need to give me some space to let me be myself. There would be some things I would handle differently.

Performing, I can take it or leave it. Horticulture is far more challenging. I'm absolutely fascinated by it.

I don't mind being laughed at: that's something I really don't mind, and I think that's kept me sane. My ability to laugh at myself and allow others to laugh at me has been my saving grace.

I want to conquer the world and it seems like my own family is putting a stop to that.

When I was 15, I was naive, looked like a grey mouse and felt second choice.