Acting is such a personal thing, which is weird because at the same time it's not. It's for the consumption of other people. But in terms of creative outlets and expressing yourself, it's just the most extreme version of that that I've ever found. It's like running, it's exertion.

You're literally being an actor - you're pretending - and that's not what I like to do.

You know what? I don't care. I'm going to do what I want to do.

Actors walk around wearing these little tool-belts of acting skills. And I just don't find that interesting to watch. I never want to see someone who clearly can cry at the drop of a hat. That's so uninteresting.

When you're a teenager, a year can be crippling to maneuver through. Some things happen when you're like 13. All of a sudden you go from being this really confident, no-worry little kid to having all these weird insecurities for no reason.

I just really am trying, trying, all the time. But I like to be scared. I love to suddenly feel out of control.

It almost makes the secrets more important, those few things you actually do choose to keep to yourself.