Total peace after death, becoming someone else, is the best hope I've got.
I hate myself, and I want to die
I'm going to be a superstar musician, kill myself, and go out in a flame of glory.
I've never been more confused in my life, but at the same time I've never been more satisfied with what we've done.
If you die you're completely happy and your soul somewhere lives on.
I've never been a very prolific person, so when creativity flows, it flows. I find myself scribbling on little notepads and pieces of loose paper, which results in a very small portion of my writings to ever show up in true form.