I am the excuse to explore your identity. To be exactly who you are and to feel unafraid. To not judge yourself, to not hate yourself.

I'm a single girl. I like to have a good time. I just sleep with the guys in the band all the time because it's easier.

I don't see myself in terms of artifice. I see myself as a real person who chooses to live my life in an open way - artistically.

I would stare into the bright lights and imagine I could do anything. Be anything. And I would tell myself it would be me up there one day.

I am focused on the work. I am constantly creating. I am a busy girl. I live and breathe my work. I love what I do. I believe in the message. There's no stopping. I didn't create the fame, the fame created me.

So basically I did this whole show carrying 100lbs, looking out of one eye, dancing – and then my tits explode at the end. It's not as easy as it looks!

I guess you could say it's always been my destiny to be a performer.