You do things so fast, you end up having so many different lifestyles all in one short time.

We have nothing to lose, nothing to gain, nothing we desired anymore- except to make our lives into a work of art.

The act of surrendering sort of puts me in a different mindset that allows me to be more of a channel - because I'm not holding on so tightly to things, I'm letting go, and I find that in letting go I become more of a channel for life to really happen on life's terms. I mean, maybe that sounds sort of metaphysical, but that's honestly how I feel.

There's backlash about everything I do.

I believe in the person I want to become.

I'd been sick on tour for about two years with this medical anomaly that doctors couldn't figure out. That's a big part of my life: I just feel really sick a lot of the time and can't figure out why. I'd gotten these shots in Russia, where we'd just been. It was just heavy. It's just heavy performing for people who really care about you, and you don't really care that much about yourself sometimes.

Sold my soul long ago, nothing left to choose. I will follow Satan. Dancing in the dark.