I realize now I didn't really want to die. I just wanted to stop the hurt and pain.

When I'm ready, I plan to adopt. I still believe in family.

It's good to do things that are out of the norm.

Our marriage is strictly in name only. It has never been consummated.

I can count the number of dates I've had on one hand. I wish that guys would approach me, but they don't.

I married him because he told me it was the only way he could protect me. If we were just manager and client, my family could do whatever they wanted to get me back, but if I was his wife, they couldn't.

When you do the first season, you're putting your life out there and you're kind of hesitant about it, and then by the time you get around to the second season, you don't care. It's like, "This is who I am - like it, accept it, or don't." There are so many misconceptions that now they can see who I am.