J has told me about his past. I know what happened and why. But he is the one person who made me believe in my talent and whatever happened in the past, he's been a wonderful manager to me.

It's good to do things that are out of the norm.

Don't close the book when bad things happen in your life! Just turn the page and start a new chapter!

I'm an entrepreneur and I love business. That's what I've always done. I went to school for that. My father took me out and said, 'You're gonna be here like everybody else.'

I realize now I didn't really want to die. I just wanted to stop the hurt and pain.

I love my family and I miss them very much but I'm a new person now. I know a lot of people will not agree with what I've done, but it was right for me.

Michael and I talk at least every two weeks. He understands why I've done the things I have.