Sometimes I feel like if you just watch things, just sit still and let the world exist in front of you - sometimes I swear that just for a second time freezes and the world pauses in its tilt. Just for a second. And if you somehow found a way to live in that second, then you would live forever.
Lauren OliverFor a second we just stand there in silence. Then, suddenly, Alex is back, easy and smiling again. โI left a note for you one time. In the Governorโs fist, you know?โ I left a note for you one time. Itโs impossible, too crazy to think about, and I hear myself repeating, โYou left a note for me?โ โIโm pretty sure it said something stupid. Just hi, and a smiley face, and my name. But then you stopped coming.โ He shrugs. โItโs probably still there. The note, I mean. Probably just a bit of paper pulp by now.
Lauren OliverThe thing is, you don't get to know. It's not like you wake up with a bad feeling in your stomach. You don't see shadows where there shouldn't be any. You don't remember to tell your parents you love them or--in my case--remember to say good-bye to them at all.
Lauren Oliver