The Prophet Muhammad, peace be upon him, said, When Allah loves a people, He tries them.

I wanted to be good but I wasn't sure if I was prepared

The Prophet Muhammad, peace be upon him, said, When Allah loves a people, He tries them.

Control yourself, it is not worth it. You will regret your rudeness afterwards, your sensitive nature will be troubled

I've come down in the world. I've slid to a place where the ceiling is low and there isn't much room for me to move.Most of the time I'm used to it ... I accepted my sentence and do not brood or look back. But sometimes a shift makes me remember. Routine is ruffled and a new start makes me suddenly conscious of what I've become -

I must settle for freedom in this modern time

Allah tests our patience and our fortitude. He tests out strength of faith. be patient and there will endless rewards for you, insha'Allah" - Utaz Badr