The Mercy of Allah is an Ocean, Our sins are a lump of clay clenched between the beak of a pigeon. The pigeon is perched on the branch of a tree at the edge of that ocean.It only has to open it's beak

I wanted to be good but I wasn't sure if I was prepared

The Prophet Muhammad, peace be upon him, said, When Allah loves a people, He tries them.

All through life there were distinctions - toilets for men, toilets for women; clothes for men, clothes for women - then, at the end, the graves are identical.

Allah tests our patience and our fortitude. He tests out strength of faith. be patient and there will endless rewards for you, insha'Allah" - Utaz Badr

I must settle for freedom in this modern time

Control yourself, it is not worth it. You will regret your rudeness afterwards, your sensitive nature will be troubled