The truth is uncompromising.
Every moment you are present, there is a little less darkness in our world.
Everything that happens is designed to awaken us. Everything.
In the awakened state of Presence, aloneness becomes all-oneness.
"What do I want?" is your question. And what you want is always changing with the flow. So go with the flow.
The fact that we are aware of ourselves is both our greatest curse and also our greatest blessing.