Without a plan, it doesn't matter which way you're going.

when she thought it over afterwards it occurred to her that she ought to have wondered at this, but at the time it all seemed quite natural

You couldn't have it if you DID want it.

And how do you know that you're mad?

Once she remembered trying to box her own ears for having cheated herself in a game of croquet she was playing against herself, for this curious child was very fond of pretending to be two people.

"Well, I never heard it before," said the Mock Turtle; "but it sounds uncommon nonsense."

But it's no use now," thought poor Alice, "to pretend to be two people! Why, there's ahrdly enough of me left to make one respectable person!