It is clear to me that my life has become completely unmanageable because I am addicted to alcohol and drugs.

I want to interact with my fans, and I want to let people know what I'm doing and stuff like that because I'd want to know.

I never rebelled against my parents - I worked hard, I was responsible, and I didn't go to high-school parties.

In terms of what people see of me, I have become this girl who just loves to be photographed, doesn't know how to focus, doesn't know how to work on set, just loves the attention, knows how to go out at night, knows how to party.

It was the first time I realized that absolute reality could be so much more fun than fantasy.

Girls my age dress so much raunchier than I'd ever imagine myself dressing. I understand that I'm a role model, though, and I have to look out for that. I have a 10-year-old sister, too. But you also want to be appealing to guys and stuff, that's just something girls feel. It's hard. You want to be that girl that's unattainable to all the guys because there are so many other girls out there that are like that.

My little sister Aliana's opinions are the most important to me. She says, 'I want to look like you, you're so pretty!' But she is very beautiful and so she is trouble in the making! She wants to do what I do. I'm like her second mother and I am very protective of her.