Depression was a very active state really. Even if you appeared to an observer to be immobilized, your mind was in a frenzy of paralysis. You were unable to function, but were actively despising yourself for it.
Lisa AltherDying was apparently a weaning process; all the attachments to familiar people and objects have to be undone.
Lisa AltherJust as you began to feel that you could make good use of time, there was no time left to you.
Lisa Alther