The only thing that keeps you from deserving, or loving yourself, or whatever, is someone else's belief or opinion that you have accepted as truth.
What I gave out in the form of words would return to me as experiences.
We do not have to know how to forgive. All we have to do is be willing to forgive. The Universe will take care of the how.
Your mind is a tool you can choose to use any way you wish.
Make joy and happiness the center of your world.
In order to reprogram the subconscious mind, you need to relax the body. Release the tension. Let the emotions go. Get to a state of openness and receptivity. You are always in change. You are always safe.