The body image took a real battering. I had really not taken on board how I would feel dressed in a flimsy dress in front of millions of people.

These things are sent to try us, but why me?

I drank to be funny, or sexy. I drank because I was afraid or happy or sad, and I drank for anything that required emotional commitment. ... I had chosen a profession that thrives on insecurity, and is never far from some source of social intercourse that involves alcohol or drugs.

Grasp it all, don't be afraid, enjoy the bits you can and tell your family you love them while you have the chance.

The body image took a real battering. I had really not taken on board how I would feel dressed in a flimsy dress in front of millions of people.

I face my demons and embrace my fate.

London's Windmill Theater grew famous for its nude tableaux. During the 1940 and 1950, this theater overcame the objections of censors by agreeing that none of its naked actors would move any part of his/her body.