But I'm looking at life, and I'm putting nothing off.

As an actor, particularly because I'm - I would call myself a character actor. I change my look, my physical appearance and my body, my hair color, my whatever all the time for a role.

I don't want marriage. You know why? Because I did that. I did it for 32 years.

But when this happens to you - and I think other people would identify with this - suddenly, colors are brighter. You see everything.

Over the last few years, my comfort level with how I look has improved. My age has helped. You get used to yourself and accept yourself.

It eats you up. It eats you up. And you have to - I had a lot of help. I had a lot of therapy. And I was able to - because it was hard, you know, to - you can't just lay it on friends and children.

I don't want to have to say, Honey, you know, could you turn off the sports channel because I'm not a big sports fan, and I don't love the television being on just for the sake of turning on. I'd like turning on for some thing specific.