Over the last few years, my comfort level with how I look has improved. My age has helped. You get used to yourself and accept yourself.

But when this happens to you - and I think other people would identify with this - suddenly, colors are brighter. You see everything.

I believe I have lots of time. I have to believe that, that it won't come back, and that that's why I'm in good hands. But I also do live my life by putting nothing off.

So I - the thought that I would physically be different was - it's not a thrill, I have to tell you. It's kind of - it brings you up short. But I was able to look at it right away.

Over the last few years, my comfort level with how I look has improved. My age has helped. You get used to yourself and accept yourself.

I find love from time to time.

There were times after my marriage ended where, you know, I really felt like I was at the bottom of a mountain, there was a great big, fog up there, and I'm never going to cross to the other side.