It eats you up. It eats you up. And you have to - I had a lot of help. I had a lot of therapy. And I was able to - because it was hard, you know, to - you can't just lay it on friends and children.

And I would urge all women to have that regular mammogram.

But I'm looking at life, and I'm putting nothing off.

They have - they do still hit me occasionally, and it's an overwhelming grief for what - even though my life is so good now, even including going through treatment for cancer, my life is incredible.

I find love from time to time.

I'm also doing constant book readings, movies. You name it, I'm doing it.

Well, right now, technically, I have no breast cancer.