I've done a lot of bad things in the past, and that troubles me. It is often before I could say I was a self.

Make friends with your unconscious life. That's a great source of energy.

Girls seemed to like artists! I felt very drawn to the idea of power, really, and doing painting as a power trip, in a sense. This idea of power has always driven me.

The voice of painterly integrity spoke to me. And the idea was that one would find this anguish, or whatever, and construct it into images that would appear. You already feel very ill and you're trying to put this riddle together because it is the prescription for health. I believe in art as a spiritual health-giving process, not just some style.

I've done a lot of bad things in the past, and that troubles me. It is often before I could say I was a self.

Psychoanalysis comes down to the process itself - the self, and life. I think I can say that I'm friends with the unconscious life, but I've never tried to make a painting directly from a dream.

The idea is to have no idea. Get lost. Get lost in the landscape.