I have sometimes imagined my own death and brought myself to tears.
I've chosen to treat my life more like a party than something to stress about.
Ill give you an idea of how Jewish Mel Brooks is: Thats a nose job.
I think loss can fuel how you lead your whole life.
I still do live concerts all over the country - about four a month - with singing and characters and improv. It keeps me limber. I'll never lose that. And comedy is still the bread and butter.
If you have wonderful moments, don't second-guess them, just enjoy them.