I was a coward. I'm still such a coward.

Odd, isn't it? You know when your birthday is, but not your death day, even though you pass the date year after year, never suspecting that some day.

There are a lot of reasons to doubt things.

The water is DEEP AND DARK AND DANGEROUS

I still have this deep-down fear that if I go poking into the bushes I might find a dead body.

You have to be easily scared to know what it's like to be scared.

I was a coward. I'm still such a coward.