I feel the terror of idleness, like a red thirst. Death isn't just an idea.
And I do not want anymore to be useful, to be docile, to lead / children out of the fields into the text / of civility, to teach them that they are (they are not) better than the grass.
You only have to let the soft animal of your body love what it loves.
I took one look and fell, hook and tumble.
It's not a competition, it's a doorway.
... Let us risk the wildest places, Lest we go down in comfort, and despair.