Love has been the ontological pattern for me. And also the withholding pattern. I am still on hold with regards to love. And the longer one is on hold, in suspense, on a search, the harder, paradoxically, it is to continue with a search.

Thinking through quotes, which to say scouring a range of texts for insight, is one way to outline the process of thinking/feeling through a subject.

Quotes are a way of acting out not just a text, and not just thinking, but the making of a text. The construction of thinking.

The digital age is for me in many ways about temporal wounding. It's really messed up our ontological clocks.

I still have faith in people. But that is getting increasingly harder to maintain. I just don't see many people today choosing love. I see people passing it up a lot. Foreclosing on it, deferring it, sabotaging, letting go.

Love is an active construction, and choice, not just an encounter that happens by chance.

At any moment I could give up, but I haven't because love for me is an indispensable structure for being.