...I am now watching the movie of my life as I live it.

I want to believe that happiness might at least be possible later on in life for people prone to sadness.

You need to know it's your actions that will make you a good person, not desire.

...I am now watching the movie of my life as I live it.

You want to be a good person, don't you, Pat?' I nod. I cry. I do want to be a good person, I really do. 'I'm going to up your meds,' Dr. Patel tells me. 'You might feel a little sluggish, but it should help to curb your violent outbursts. You need to know it's your actions that will make you a good person, not desire.

Someday an opportunity will come. Think about Harry Potter. His life is terrible, but then a letter arrives, he gets on a train, and everything is different for him afterward. Better. Magical." "That's just a story." "So are we- we're stories too.

My other friends are in music relaxation class, which I do not attend, because smooth jazz makes me angry sometimes.