It hurts to look at the clouds, but it also helps, like most things that cause pain. So I need to run, and as my lungs burn and my back rebels with that stabbing knife feeling and my legs muscles harden and the half inch of loose skin around my waist jiggles, I feel as though my penance for the day is being done and that maybe God will be pleased enough to lend me some help, which I think is why He has been showing me interesting clouds for the past week.
Matthew QuickI'm trying to let him know what I'm about to do. I'm hoping he can save me, even though I realize he can't.
Matthew QuickDo you like foreign films?โ โWith subtitles?โ โYes.โ โI hate those types of films.โ โMe too,โ Cliff says. โMostly because - โ โNo happy endings.
Matthew QuickI feel like Iโm brokenโlike I donโt fit together anymore. Like thereโs no more room for me in the world or something. Like Iโve overstayed my welcome here on Earth, and everyoneโs trying to give me hints about that constantly. Like I should just check out.
Matthew Quick