The only way to beat my crazy was by doing something even crazier. Thank you. I love you. I knew it from the moment I saw you. I'm sorry it took me so long to catch up.
Matthew QuickWhen I run, I always pretend I am running toward Nikki, and it makes me feel like I am decreasing the amount of time I have to wait until I see her again.
Matthew QuickIโm a screwed-up person who no longer knows how to communicate with the people I love. But I meant everything I told you in my letter. If I were your Nikki, I would have come back to you on Christmas Day, but Iโm not Nikki. I know. And Iโm sorry.
Matthew QuickI feel like Iโm brokenโlike I donโt fit together anymore. Like thereโs no more room for me in the world or something. Like Iโve overstayed my welcome here on Earth, and everyoneโs trying to give me hints about that constantly. Like I should just check out.
Matthew Quick