By the time I was 8 years old, sports had pretty much taken over my life.

I'd been around women who put me down, made me feel bad, or said things to fuel my insecurity.

I was going to get the Carolyn Bessette story out of her one way or another.

I too have my own demons, and I have struggled. I've made my own mistakes, and I'm not proud of them.

We live in a kissy society.

I wasn't even 20 at the time, but it taught me something about drugs. They can take a good man, a warm, funny, loving family man, and turn him into a loser and worse.

I'd gone to Manhattan to become a model.