New York is tough on lonely people.

The fact is, my parents loved me, and I wanted to be worthy of their love. I wanted to make them proud.

It struck me that what I'd heard about certain celebrities was true: they had It, whatever the hell It was. Star power isn't a myth; it is tangible and forceful.

I'd been around women who put me down, made me feel bad, or said things to fuel my insecurity.

We're all pretty ordinary on paper.

I was going to get the Carolyn Bessette story out of her one way or another.

I didn't know a damn thing about style.