I've always found ways to bend the rules.
I find directing more satisfying.
It's absolutely true that it's almost impossible to play a character without having any affection for him.
My brother had boxes of comic books. He was really the collector.
Gobbledygook may indicate a failure to think clearly, a contempt for one's clients, or more probably a mixture of both. A system that can't or won't communicate is not a safe basis for a democracy.
But I don't bet the farm on any of those possibilities, either. I'm also preparing, intelligently, to walk away from this, and walk away from it happy to have had the experience.