I never saw my mother happy with me and proud of me for doing something: She only knew me as being a wild kid running the streets, coming home with new clothes that she knew I didn't pay for. I never got a chance to talk to her or know about her. Professionally, it has no effect, but it's crushing emotionally and personally.

Everybody thinks this is a tough man's sport. This is not a tough man's sport. This is a thinking man's sport. A tough man is gonna get hurt real bad in this sport.

I just want them to keep bringing guys on and I'am going to strip them of their health. I bring pain a lot of pain.

That's what people respect, the fact that I wasn't a chump that laid on his back and gave up.

If you have a lawyer, sometimes you can get out of trouble. I've gotten into a lot of trouble because I didn't have a lawyer. I've also had some bad lawyers, too. But the good ones, the ones I liked, they became me. They became whatever situation I was involved in. When I felt pain, so did they. When I succeeded, so did they. They became me. They became whatever the situation was that they became involved with.

I don't want to be grotesque, but when you're 330 pounds, it's hard to wipe your a-. You know?

I want someone to attack me. No weapons. Just me and him. I like to beat men and beat them bad