I may have smoked too much weed, but I wasn't taking drugs or anything.

If my children will live a better life than I did by my getting brain damage, by my being brain dead, then let it be.

I sacrifice so much of my life, can I at least get laid?

I feel bad about my outlook, how I feel about people and society, and that I'll never be part of society the way I should.

People say 'Poor guy.' That insults me. I despise sympathy. So I screwed up. I made some mistakes. 'Poor guy,' like I'm some victim. There's nothing poor about me.

When you see me smash somebody's skull, you enjoy it.

It's unnatural to fight somebody who has nothing against you and never did anything to you or to your family, who never stole anything from you. And now you've got to go and try to dismantle this guy.