I was Patient Zero. The first person to have their reputation completely destroyed worldwide via the Internet.

I know I will never have an affair with a married man again.

I try to make very careful decisions about what I choose to do, and it's - I know that unfortunately one of the misperceptions about me, I think, is that I'm sort of a moth to the limelight.

I have spent the past several years working so hard to just move on, and to try and build a life for myself.

I mean, I felt terrible. And in the beginning, I mean, I was completely devastated. I mean, can you imagine the kind of guilt that you would feel, and the responsibility?

Well, for me, really, I think it was I wanted to try and clear up some of the misperceptions that were out there and fill in some of the historical gaps.

The jokes that take my last name and equate them to a sex act ... is a really cruel thing to do.