I'm providing myself to my children. I'm loving them unconditionally, accepting them unconditionally.

I don't believe I'm selfish in any way.

I personally do not believe I'm irresponsible. Everything I do revolves around my children.

The majority of people do not accept my choices.

I believe all children are - are blessings from God. And to allocate that rule to a doctor - to - to dispose of a life is uncomprehensible to me.

It's a very different bond, siblings and friends. And I just - I wanted that huge family, just to surround me, be surrounded by.

My mom, we had a relationship. I knew she loved me. I always knew she loved me. But she didn't, openly or overtly, express, you know, affection and love. But I - I knew. I knew she did.